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Cold and Rainy
...written on April 09, 2004, @ 2:21 pm
Here i am again, i wrote yesterday but now it's a new day and it's time to get some things out in the open.
So i talked to my girlfriend, just now after 6th. I KNEW i needed to say SOMETHING to her...It had to be done. SO i did i told her i was sorry, but that at the same time i wasn't at all sorry. if that makes sense i also told her that i don't know what i want right now and that i don't really want to go on a break from "us" but maybe it's what i need right now. I also told her that i am gonna use this weekend to go ahead and just clear my mind and think about what i really want. What i need for me. It's hard to make decisions and stuff but it's what i need to do.
Oh I didn't mention what my g/f said after i told her that, well she went back to class, or so I thought. Then I walk over to the computer lab and she walks in like a second later and is all there is so many things i want to say but i didn't or something about words she didn't say. I'm not exactly sure what she said but either way i hate that. So then I was like so say what you want to say. Go ahead and fucking speak what you are thinking for once and she's all no i think actions speak louder than words. So she kisses my check and says i just want you to know i love you, whether you do or not. What a bunch of crock. Ain't that some shit. I love you. That's all she says. Arg she irritates the hell out of me sometimes.
Oh yeah AND I forgot to mention also that Bailey wasn't mad about me chillin w/Tamara evn though it seemed like she was. I'm gladd cuz I'd be hella-irritated if my best and almost ONLY friend was mad at me in my time of need. Like don't you hate that when you friends leave you right when you need them the most. But i guess I'm glad that she isn't like that! I mean if she was i'd be screwed. Guess it pays to have a few really good close friends...
well that's all i gotta say for right now. I'm gonna go and like chill till it's time to go home. Yeah i gotta wait for Tamara. I will probably wirte again tonight, because mom is having her party and so i will bored and alone. So i will confine myself to my room. heh heh. Fun stuff right.
Well i am gonna go get my bag and stuff and like relax and gt a soda until 7th ends. Bye Bye
XOXOXO
Michelle
And my lip still hurts, ugg it sux i can still feel the pain and like EVERYbody points it out to me!
Oh and today it's cold, cloudy, and rainy. Exactly how i feel. I feel like shit. I dunno if i am depressed or what......Well mom says it's supposed to like snow i hate snow arg.